Well I haven't had the chance to say what I was planning to say she is holed up in the room. I am still inside the house, for reasons I can't say without divulging where I am. (you know the whole privacy issue) otherwise I would have left already.
Yeah right now I'm really into the PM books by sncharch. This really feels like my crucible. Need to learn to be independent, to stop seeking validation from her. Just took sometime to meditate, and deal with my own demons.
