LG, you're getting it. You are likely right on the money with your experience of Chaos.

Chaos, you are SO like me, it's kinda scary.

CS, that's the thing. He IS attached to those ideas.

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Chaos, you're in a great spot to move forward. Take what you wrote and understand that you can formulate your future with all of that.

My experience of what you posted is, you have completely laid out your essence. You are worthy of stating and achieving great goals. Money, relationships, all of it...

And I'll submit you not only won't get what you fear, you will actually be very successful at getting much more of what you want.

The two are always connected, very tightly. We just have to surrender to it.