I must admit that you are right. I do ask about her about her divorce plans to see more or less where she stands. You called me on it. But, its not frequent. She does, however, throw that at me allot.
About the need for companionship, again, you hit the nail on the head. You see, her neglect has not been as of last Thanksgiving, its been going on about 1-1/2 years before that. I can almost pinpoint it to the time she got her plastic surgery. So, the lonliness has been for a while already.
After that date, I quickly realized that its only a temporary fix to an existing problem. When reality kicks back in, I still love my wife and family. So, just because I go to church, doesnt mean that Im not as human as any other man.
I do have to learn more patience.
Her comments about my faith just came out of her bitterness. She see’s that I’m involved with the church allot and she KNOWS she can hit a nerve with that. She had told me that she feels that through my “mumbo jumbo faith”, I’m putting a curse on her. Lol. I’m Christian and she claims to be Catholic.
Just yesterday, I went to my doctor and I learned that I could possibly have a tumor. I contemplated in telling her, but I did. She told me that there is nothing wrong with me and that she wanted to talk to my doctor. Through the day, she kept texting me to tell her what was wrong. Shortly afterwards, she sending me back to he!! again.
Bottom line, she KNOWS I love her and my family. Even going dark doesn’t work. She always tries to find some reason to contact me. She’s smart, she tries to use the kids as a reason to contact.
The madness continues…
Me: 37 W: 37 Married Feb 14 1997 Seperated Thanksgiving weekend 2010 No divorce filed yet 1st born son:13 2nd daughter:9 3rd son:4 Trying hard to detach
