I made myself a promise that I was going to wait a year before I act on anything, even though I feel I have dropped the rope and let go. My friends think I'm dumb for not at least filing for legal separation, so that way I don't have to keep him on my health insurance, but I don't want to do that. I can't explain it. I'm just not angry and I don't want to leave him without medical insurance. It's money I've never had in my pocket so I don't see the big deal in keeping it for now. It isn't like I am paying any of his bills for him, because I'm not. Personally, I don't think this makes me a doormat.
Oh, what I wouldn't give for a good night's sleep. I don't think I've slept at all this week. I keep waking up, checking the time, checking my phone. I don't know why, he doesn't contact me.
I'm so glad it's Friday.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
