I'm away in Alabama but will be flying home tonight that is the reason I have not responded.
I realize it's long but it's the only way to keep an accurate journal for myself.
When I get home I will go into more detail and keep it pithy.
It's 5:33AM and just woke up from 2 nightmares, one at 2am and one a few min ago.
First one I dreamt that I was stuck on a train and I could not get off. The people changed but I remained stuck. Kind of weird.
The second involved my X
She and I were talking face to face and she began to talk about her life and how tough it had been.
She told me she had been in two R were she had been hit how she had resorted to stripping to pay her bills, at that moment her new BF came in and started to grab her and touch her in front of me so I reacted.
I'm just writing about it for two reasons
I don't normally have dreams like this and I'm not sure why I just did.
And
I need record/log of this because it has put me in somewhat of a funk, something I have not felt in awhile. Writing seems to make me feel better.
I'll dedicate some more time when I get home but I'm limited from my phone.
