If I were *truly* GAL, I'd have something better to do at 5:30am on the first day of a 3 day weekend. Like sleep smile

Heh, CS, I guess what I meant about the nervousness is that I *know* the 2x4 is coming, but I'm still going to flinch.

The word I was trying to think of yesterday when describing her anger is guilt. Don't know why I couldn't think of such a simple word or concept. I *think* there's a large measure of guilt involved in her anger, based on comments she's made both last year and before this whole sitch.

Had an IC appointment yesterday. He's met W a few times with me and thinks she's having a MLC. I know it doesn't change anything I need to do for myself. It helps me remember that she has a lot to work on herself and that it's not necessarily about me.

I have a good day planned with my boys. Volunteer training at the Humane Society after lunch and dinner with them and FIL at a burger/beer place I like. Have the boys again tomorrow, then they're off to grandparents for a week. Guess I have a couple of extra days of GAL to figure out. I think I'm up for it!


Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011