My feelings are changing...sitch isn't

[tadpole1025]

Thanks AJ and Antonia. I am doing better. It has been much slower than I had hoped for though. Some days are better than others.

I'm having a hard time believing that she wants to be friends. If that was true, wouldn't she call and talk to me like friends do?

Antonia, I thought that this was funny what you posted about your H:

There was something he said every time he saw me at the house during the divorce proceedings: "I can't live in two worlds." One time he actually said to me "I had no idea you would change so much in such a short time. But I can't live in two worlds."

My W said something similar before she moved out and after I had found out about the dating site: "The site seems like a different world or atleast another part of my life."

AJ, the "I'm right and your wrong mentality" very well could be an MLC thing, but my W has pretty much always been like that. That kind of makes me afraid that if she does wake up, she may be too proud to admit that she made a mistake and was wrong.

Tad