Every project has an end

[Woodman]

Well written KD. I wish I could think cogently like that. Instead there are times most of the time actually where I am all over the place. But you have been at this a lot longer than I have. I understand what you say about being frozen by fear. We hate the lack of control. But once we give up on controlling our W or the sitch, we can concentrate on the one thing we can control....US. Still it is hard to discern what right and what's not just good but BEST. That's where our faith comes in to play.
Good luck to you my friend. I'll be experiencing my 26th anniversary Sunday and will be in court at 9:00 AM Monday for issuance of temporary orders. Right now I want to be someone else.