I just got off the phone with my L's office and have an appointment set up for, ironically, Aug. 11... my ten year anniversary...
I have to be honest that I'm somewhat driven by anger right now, but nothing... irrational... a bit of an emotional leveler, it seems... enough to prod me into action on this...
Fear gets us stuck... there is no doubt about it... and we are capable of doing almost anything to deny that fear... or... maybe protect it...
All I can say is, do whatever you can to know what fear is keeping you stuck and then whatever you can to break through that fear... however that looks for you... and then ACT...
DO SOMETHING to drive past the fear and MOVE IN A POSITIVE DIRECTION
COURAGE is a core value to be embraced...
HONESTY to yourself... without it, you will never have clarity...
TRUST in yourself... trust yourself capable... we all are capable... mistakes will happen... trust in yourself to choose the right resources... people... who you can enlist to accomplish your honest, clear goal...
INTEGRITY... our moral compass, as it were... it may not look the same as someone else' integrity... but have no doubt that if you operate out of your personal integrity, your ground and balance is gone...
RESPONSIBILITY... at the very least, be and act responsible to yourself... hold yourself accountable for both the positive AND the negative consequences of your past and your future...
COMPASSION... absolute and true and complete LOVE and EMPATHY... not just of others... but of yourself...
Know your path, it is unique for you. Advice on our own destiny is only valuable to act on when it is in line with our core values and goals. And be open to feedback... without it, we can never know that we need to course correct...
No... the anger is there and the fear is still there... but I move forward with resolve... and clarity... and... hope... or rather... faith...
