Feels Like I'm In Two-a-Days

[MadeToSucceed]

Tried going back to sleep...that didn't work...I opened my messages finally and...well...wow! Before the long wave of them she tried to call 6 times. I really am speechless and don't know how to respond AT ALL:

W: I really need to talk to you.
W: I have something that I need to say. Sorry it is so late. If you feel like it.. When you get a chance.. Give me a call or shoot me a bbm.

Of course I'm sleep so a couple hours go by and the next wave comes in:

W: You don't have to worry about calling me. I just wanted to say that looking back over our marriage there are a lot of things that I did wrong.. Things you knew and things you didn't. I've carried so much anger around for so long for things you've done to me on purpose or not. But I never too responsibility or ownership of the things I did.
W: I carried it all around. The combo of being mad and or bitter with you, along with beating myself up for my own mistakes, and for feeling the way I felt about you.
W:I say all of this to say.. H I am sorry for everything that I've ever done to you. I can honestly say that I forgive myself now.. But I wanted to come to you and say I'm sorry for my part in all of this. From the lack of communication to the tit for tat things. I just had to get that off of my chest. Have a great day, and I know I hardly say it.. But I am really proud of you.
W: Not just of the school stuff... But the man you have grown to be.. It warms my heart to see how close you are to God. That's something that I always wanted for you.
W: To be honest it shook my faith.. Made me stop reading and praying, because I felt like you were doing it to just do . its something I thought wouldn't happen. I always felt like I was carrying the spiritual load. And that I was having to force you. But anyway, I'm truly happy for you. I see great things happening for you, just keep trusting him. Sorry.. Had to resend it.. My phone is acting up.

Then another hour and a half later the final one...

W: So much I want to say..


Like I said...I'm speechless...