I'm sorry, I know you were nervous. Not totally surprised he didn't show, they are so unpredictable in this state.
I am still very new and others may have better advice for you, but do you think you may want to give yourself 48 to 72 hours to not react in a way that you may regret. If you still want to contact a lawyer at that time, then you can?
I could be wrong, but I just wouldn't want it to be a knee jerk reaction, I know I tend to do them all the time.
