I've been wanting to swing an official 2x4 and I took your invitation.
Originally Posted By: DelinquentGurl
I think I did it because I want to feel like I have some sort of contact or connection with him. This being dark all the time really stinks and it doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere.
Yeah, kinda makes sense. You want remember why you're doing all this. I thought you said earlier the going dark was helping how you felt? Are you saying it's not working anymore and/or lost its effectiveness? Do you need to try something different?
Originally Posted By: DelinquentGurl
I know I'm better than this, and I know I shouldn't have to resort to something so childish. All I can say is tomorrow is a new day.
Just a backslide today. You've avoided the snooping for several days now. Don't beat yourself up and move on. You will do better.