Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

Honestly jb I don't know. I didn't feel better but I didn't feel worse.

I think I did it because I want to feel like I have some sort of contact or connection with him. This being dark all the time really stinks and it doesn't seem to be getting me anywhere.

I know I'm better than this, and I know I shouldn't have to resort to something so childish. All I can say is tomorrow is a new day.