I don't WANT to give up on our M. But I just want a LITTLE HOPE.

To me 'giving up' would be saying "If you aren't willing to put any effort at all into working on our M, then you should just go."

Me-44, W-38
S12, D10
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EA: 3/20/11
Bomb: 3/25/11
"I'm waiting til June to 'do something'" statement from W: 4/26/11
Still in same house, in same bed