Perhaps... proof or no proof... the hardest part of forgiving is getting stuck in score keeping and the blame game...
I wouldn't be honest if I said I didn't score keep or pass blame... what I CAN say is that I continue not to score keep or pass blame...
Yes, on my thread in the "We're separated" forum, I've newly posted a lot of "events"... I'll justify that I would have to refer back to that topic to recall any injustices, as I've pretty much forgotten them... although that could just as easily be due to that age - memory thing...
The point is, my intention with the journal is only for the purposes of information as it may pertain to D... other than that... I'd like to believe (and have the opportunity to prove) how able I usually am (in a normal world) to let things slide off my back...
Maybe that's my own detriment... Forgetting things may have been the reason why I did not pick up on signs that things were going bad... We do not learn by forgetting, we learn by remembering... and grow by forgiving...
