CS, Jbnati: Thanks for commenting. Yea, no point expending energy on these things.

I don't have anything else to lose. I'll just face it when time comes. Meanwhile i do have own 'interesting' life to lead smile

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Married 15 yrs
W left for 6 months in 2009
W Filed for D 01/03/11
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