That's the key I think for me to truly understand. I need to let that sink in.

There's nothing she is showing right NOW that she wants to be married to me so I can't keep trying to pretend like she does.

mid 20s
Tgther 7 yrs
W EA 04/12/11 PA 04/23/11
W filed 05/11/11
I moved out 08/05/11
Mediation mid Oct 11
D final Dec 11
Now what? ...2012