Thank you everyone for the support. I truly appreciate it.

I had a decent nights rest after yesterday's craziness. I still don't see how the pendulum will swing in my favor after all the effort I put into this hearing.

Additionally, I don't think it is in the best interest of my children to drag them through a custody evaluation to find myself in the same position.

I believe that it will just cost me everything in the long run. I will end up paying alimony, more child support and my children living 1100 miles away from me.

It will take a lot of convincing from my L for me to keep fighting. I just don't see it at this moment.

I feel it is the best time to negotiate to get everything else I want. It is likely that I will have to move to NM if I want to be an active father. It sukks, because I have no desire to move to NM. Only for my kiddos.


Me:45 ExW:48
M:04/97
3 Bombs & 2 ReCons
1st BD 11/10
D Finalized 4/20
D-16 S-14
Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa