Feels Like I'm In Two-a-Days

[MadeToSucceed]

I had a setback tonight...more a personal/internal one than one my W will notice. I "snooped."

I saw an exchange between my W and a girl we went to college with that lives in the same city where OM just signed with a new NFL team.

My W told her 1) we aren't together anymore (the girl asked if I was coming to the city with my W and my W responded, "no...not really...not at all actually...we aren't together anymore." 2) my W flat out told her about OM ("that's why I mentioned to you about coming to see OM" were her exact words) 3) that she'd be headed there to the city where OM is/plays in a couple weeks and 4) that OM city is about to be like her 2nd home. Don't know why I looked. Don't know why I tried to fool myself. She's really out there. And yet at some point tomorrow she'll contact me. I feel so stupid and naive.