I've been at this for going on 9 months. I'm frustrated. I'm hurt. And quite frankly, I'm running out of emotional fuel... All of this is causing me to consider other things.
Let me put this another way.
What Jack said and you quoted in your sitch:
Is this the hill you will die on?
Will you let someone else's actions or reactions break you?
Will you let ALL this crap
Run and ruin your life?
Read Gnosis' questions to you again.
Until you know who you are and what you want how will know yourself and when you get there?
Right now and if you run now, run to some warm fuzzy foot warmer (OW) you will only be the broken man who fell victim to someone draining his emotional fuel...
How does it feel to have your tank sucked dry?
Man you know I am not saying this to you to pile on the confusion and pain you are feeling.
Pound your fist and say NO MORE!
No MORE of you feeling a victim of this.
Move forward in word and deed as the man you want to be...
Leave behind those nostalgic memories for now and the dreams of what you want with your W and with them goes the pain and trepidation of losing what you have no way of controling. What you dread.
Dread is a drain.
Dread is fear.
Do not RUN from it.
Conquer it or it will ever be your master.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
