right now, everyone else is in control, and you're miserable. you're wiped out, exhausted, disheveled, irate, beat down.
but its because you gave them control. its your choice.
Wow. Yeah. Totally this.
I'm not even sure how that happened. Maybe because I was somehow dependent on them for different things - and "relying" on them left me vulnerable to this sort of thing.
Now I'm becoming more independent - less exposure. But I'm still going to be very much more aware of this now than I ever have.
