Can my relationship be saved, part 2

[a girl]

Thanks, DG. I know I need to stop worrying about him, and as I noted, I'm not even sure if I'd want him back .. but for some reason, the idea of him fawning all over someone else just ties me in knots.

I got a huge promotion at work today, that I've been working toward for 6 months, and I don't even want to tell him - like somehow him knowing will cheapen it.

Anyway. Off to treadmill - hope that will recalibrate me.