I just got back from court and my head is still spinning and I am in shock. My WAW told the court that I had told her that I was going to kidnap our child and take him out of state.

Thankfully the judge and even her attorney saw through that. I got visitation and have to appearr again in 30 days for final disposition unless I sign before then.

I am done. I have never seen such hatred in anyone's eyes before as I saw in hers when she looked at me. Her mother was there and thmy WAW is in her 40's. We have a little 8 year old autistic boy who is adorable and I don't want this anymore. I am throwing in the towel as that did it for me. As much as I hurt and am devastated I don't want her back anymore. This is not the same girl that I knew at one time.


I aspire to be a committed Catholic man and I aspire to be like St. Francis and this is nothing to be involved with. . Time to be a good father and get on with my life.

Hopefull the good folks here can help me be the man that I have always wanted to be. Thank you.

Dog

"Someday we may look back on this and decide that Saving Private Ryan was the one decent thing we were able to pull out of this whole godawful mess."