Sorry that you relapsed. However, for your own well-being and sanity, you have to attend those AA meetings again -- NOW! Find a accountability partner. Get it straight, get it right. Addictions are neither easy to live with nor to kick, and they also have to be constantly under surveillance. I understand, because I'm a recovering porn addict. Addictions will always and forever haunt us and be at the forefront unless we do a complete 180 and keep our guard strong and true. But I'm sure you've heard this way too many times, right?
