"her being in the house and not showing any affection or real caring and myself trying to withhold and detach is pure torture at times."

Truer words were never written; I went through 5 months of that and I was ready to take the gas pipe.

I'll hop over to your thread and get up to speed with your tale of woe and intrigue.

H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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