W is a very beautiful woman w/ a great figure, and I never missed the chance to tell her how much I valued and appreciated her appearance. After she dropped the bomb in March she wore very demure and "proper" clothes around the house - full-length robes, shirts and blouses up to the neck, loose jeans & pants...you get the idea. Also made sure to always keep the doors closed whenever she was dressing or undressing, even when it was just the two of us in the house.
Fine, I get it. We're just roomies now; no funny stuff.
Last couple of weeks it's been the total opposite - low-cut blouses, tight jeans or shorts...
...you get the idea.
At first I thought it was the warm weather, but I keep the house cool; to the point where she feels almost too cold. It's not the OM; he's 1600 miles away and I'm pretty certain she has not talked to him for sometime.
So...last night I'm on the couch watching the tube. She comes in wearing this barely-there tank top and short-shorts pajama number and sits down next to me. I push my eyeballs back into their sockets and say something witty like, "Ah..you look nice." She smiles, says "Thanks!" and stretches her legs out in front of me.
I felt like a fish being played on a line.
Is she showing me what I'm going to be missing? Trying to get my attention, or to get me to beg her to stay? Just screwing with me for the fun of it?
it's getting just too weird around here.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
