I met the most wonderful girl in the world and I threw it all away. She walked out Sunday night.
I'm not going to do the same things and make the same mistakes as I did last time. No begging her to come back. No pleading.
One question...
She wanted me to leave. She wanted me to move out. Truth is, I have no place to go. She could move in with her mother. She has a son also from a previous marriage and stated that since she has the kid I should leave. I told her I respect her feelings but I feel she is making a big mistake. I will not help her make that mistake. I will not move out of my home. So she left with the kid.
She has told all her friends it is over 100%. I just don't know what to do. I promised myself I would never let this happen again after my first wife. Problem is I love her more than I've ever loved anyone. I wish I didn't because this hurts so bad.
I screwed up the best thing that ever happened to me.
