Can my relationship be saved, part 2

[a girl]

Doing ok this morning. Couldn't wake up, despite going to bed early.

Had a dream that things were ok with H - strangely, it didn't upset me when I woke up - in fact, it took me a bit to remember I'd even had it.

Tonight is the first night of H not seeing S7 at all - he'll call him at 8:30 to say goodnight, but that's all.

Honestly, I'm losing hope - H doesn't seem phased at all by everything he's given up. I suppose I should stop trying to guess what he's feeling - waste of energy.

Anyway, just a little blue, not overwhelming, but not the happy confident place I like to be.