I know how difficult this is. I understand the pain, the regret, the wanting to turn back time.
But you can't... Nor should you want to...
We are the sum of all our experiences... We are who we are because to what we go through. What we live through...
You were not alone in the destruction of your M, so you alone are not the only one at fault...
It appears to me from your post that you are...
Guessing too much...
Thinking too much...
Assuming too much...
Hoping too much...
Db'ing comes down to one single point. The whole book can be sum'ed up in one word...
LIVE!!!
Live for you... Not for anyone else...
Getting there is amazingly hard, but arriving there is amazingly amazing!!!
Stay strong LR
M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14 EA - July 2010 NC w/EA - Nov 2010 Piecing - Jan 2011 I ask for div - Jan 2012 Div papers filed - Mar 2012 I move out - July 2012 Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012
