A new perspective???

[irishblessings]

Thank you friends - I actually FEEL better and I'm not exactly sure why. But I'm still moving forward.

Spent 3 hours after work pulling weeds from my front yard. Was recognizing how much I have been drowning in the emotional wreckage. Never noticed the weeds until they were literally climbing on the porch from my flower beds.

Am also thinking about having my mother move in with me and S. I think financially for both of us it could be beneficial. Also, it would be great to have someone at home to help keep us going. She could use the companionship - S and I could use the help. Oldest D is getting engaged this week - so I will have a wedding coming up and after this year I will have 2 in college. My current job is so demanding that I really don't have the ability to take on an extra job. I have some debts from the divorce that I would like to pay off asap - I just think it might be helpful. That being said - my mother presents with some major challenges - but I will have to work through that.

Anyway - I'm at least thinking about solutions rather than just thinking about problems.