Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

Well, I may have asked a question I don't know if I'm ready to hear the answer to, but I did send H a text this afternoon asking him to please give me an idea of where his head is at. I told him if he's thinking he might want to D, to please tell me. It will hurt, but at least I'll know and will be able to move on if in fact, that is what he wants.

Of course...no response. I guess I should be thankful that he didn't respond right away because that would mean he knows..

Why did I ask? I don't know, I just had to. I am well aware that he may never respond, and I'm not going to keep badgering him. If he does tell me it's over....well then it's over and I can go from there.