Just Be

[Denver_2010]

Wow Denver.

Not a good month of DB'ing brother.

W commented to me that I should have invited some of my friends so that I wouldn't have been so bored. I told her that I was fine.

Denver, this comment had nothing to do with how you, it shows how your W was/is feeling. It made HER uncomfortable.

And really, this sums up much of your sitch.

Your W on stage while you sit there watching her.

How does this look?

You need to be consistent, and right now I see anything but. Between your words one day to the next, and between your words and your actions.

So what leads to the inconsistency? Have your changes been real? Or have you been just acting like the guy you think your W wants?

This may be a tough question to answer.

You are right about the show CS... but she did invite me and my D. And she USED to like when I'd sit and watch her on stage. Of course that is in the distant past I suppose.

I have been inconsistent, but at the same time, I have been getting multiple mixed signals from my W. She says one thing one day, and another the next. It makes it very difficult to know what she wants or doesn't want from me.

I need to let go until she figures out what SHE wants in her life.