Having a hard time this afternoon. Got four emails from H, all around various divorce things - our house refi, splitting up our checking account, a divorce mediator, and some canisters he wants from the kitchen.

Very hard to find my center right now.

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11