Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

"I am very, very scared."

dg, what is scaring you the most?

I'm scared that he is sleeping with someone.

I'm scared he wants a divorce

I'm scared he doesn't love me anymore

I'm scared I'm nothing without him

I'm scared of not doing what I am supposed to, but after my appt with my IC today, she reminded me that there is no manual on life and what we "should" do if xyz happens. She said to trust myself, to not make any decisions based on emotions, and she's confident I'll know when I know what the right thing for me to do is.