Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

He got home around 3am last night. We didn't speak to each other all day. He's living his life and as I agreed I will not interfere with how he decided. Ow just called him and he was gone within 10 min. I guess she needs a ride to somewhere or they have a date planned. It hurts so much, but still I'm more at ease knowing and accepting than living in constant lies. I should go to the gym and not let the day go to waste. I have all kinds of toughts about my life. So hard to see the one that's been beside me for so long love and care for someone else.