Waiting to PIECE. No PEACE when waiting

[Gnosis]

I asked her point blank if she missed him

You have a death wish don't you?

I do want to show her that I can be NICER than OM and that I did miss her and want to make up for some of my shortcomings from before.

You are right Gnosis, i am persuing to some degree

To some degree? I'd say about 356 degrees. The other 4... heck... those happened by mistake.

but am nervous that she will regret her decision to leave OM if I m not nice.

You're not learning anything... She DOES NOT WANT NICE

Talked about her new therapist, who i know fairly well, and that she says that my W is not content unless there is turmoil. That she grew up in the type of environment and only knows drama and turmoil.

^^^^^ THAT is what she wants. GIVE IT TO HER!!!

Do yourself a favor and think about that....

She is unhealthy. She has POOR self-image. She doesn't believe she deserves you. And you know what? She is right... because Mr Nine tails REFUSES to give her the opportunity to work FOR him and INSISTS on giving her his all for nothing.

Do you think people value what they get for free?