Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

The more I think about things, the more I feel like I'm an idiot for not wanting to end my M.
I mean, seriously, the guy tells me that he gets hugs and kisses every day because he is struggling and hurting? What kind of kissing? What kind of hugs? And why is he seen in a store, holding her hand, yet he goes on FB and rants that people are twisting things to make it sound like something it isn't?

I just don't know what to do. I love this man, I really do...but he also hasn't shown any inkling of wanting to reconcile or even TALK for that matter.