RH24 your plight sounds like mine. I thought too that I could not go on indefinitely. I was assured I could not last 3 months. But I have. Stay the course. But improve yourself. Don't worry about your w. Only worry about what you can control. I am going to re-evaluate my S in December. I didn't think I would hold on this long. But as they say around her it is a marathon.
H 37 W 38 M 11 T 18 D 4 S 10 Bomb 27/11/2010 Separated still living in the same house 1/1/2012 No D Papers No Separation Papers