Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

This morning I feel like I'm standing in line for an emotional rollercoaster.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I've been asking God for guidance of what I am supposed to do, and either I can't hear Him or He isn't speaking.

The rule of thumb is one month for every year of marriage.
Well, it's been 5 months and I'm still not any closer to my H. If anything, I'm further apart.