Walking in Muskeg - Part IV - Squishy Rubber Boots

[Queen_of_Swords]

Journaling -
Feelings have changed. I'm now at the point where I don't want to talk to STBX, I don't want to see him, I don't want to engage.

Everything that could be said has been said. There is nothing left for me to say, and I do not even wish to open my mouth.

He only speaks of the kids, the weather and sometimes his work if it's month end. I nod politely and say uh hmm were appropriate to encourage him to continue. It's all superficial and general...a conversation he'd have with someone at a bus stop, or on coffee break.

I am trying to maintain hope, but to be honest, it's becoming more and more difficult as time passes.