No, I'm just indifferent. At this point I just don't care. Like I said, even if I found out he was seeing the OW I would not react. Since I've not believed him that he's not anyway, it would not be a surprise and it would just serve to make me detach more.
I'm just worn out from all this. I need a mental break. My mind has just gone into shutdown mode. I have an "I don't give a damn" attitude.
It's a helluva lot better than living in constant anxiety worrying about what he's doing and trying to make him want me.
I'll never go back there LL. It's no place to be, and my worn emotions can't take anymore. Rachael
