KD, they are pics mostly of her side of the family, but it still feels like being surgically removed from everyone.

a girl, thanks for the hugs and kind words.

I'm in upstate NY this coming weekend while she moves the big furniture out, so I get to come home to a near-empty house.

It all seems so unreal. We had such plans for the future...or so it seemed.

She did tell me she is very confused and conflicted about this; doesn't know if she's doing the right thing, can she afford it, how will it affect SS21 (very badly, I fear). But I know she has to do this to put space between us and deal with her own demons.

I'm leaving the road home paved smooth. I'll just be glad when a few weeks have passed and I can get into a new rhythm of living.


H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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