Can my relationship be saved?

[a girl]

Thanks, Paige.

It's hard. And although I know OW ending things is only the first thing that has to happen for H to want to work on things, and there are about a million things that have to happen after, I still hope she does.

But you're right - it's a waste of my energy. I need to focus on S7 and I, and not on what H is doing.

Right now S7 is with H for the morning (not our agreed on visitation, but since we just told S7 on Friday, we're trying to ease him into things).

I've been meaning to post about "going dark" with H, so I'm going to do that journaling now.