Praying for strength

[~¤DG¤~]

Thanks GAL, I think I have also.

I am taking the advice from the people on here and taking time to figure out what it is that I want, and what I need.

Denver's post about letting go really spoke to me, and it's made me realize that I need to do this also.

I'm also making the decision to not discuss this with my friends anymore.
They love me and care for me, and tell me they will support me in anything I decide to do, but I'm quite tired of hearing what a POS they think my H is. I've tried to explain that if he was just a boyfriend, it would be different. But this is my H, and despite everything that has happened in these past 5 months if any of it can be salvaged, then I want to at least give it a chance.