Haven’t spoken to W since last Sunday, W is away on a hen weekend this weekend so I have the kids swapped for next weekend, I off to the races with a load of friends, all suited up LOL.
Anyway, after last Sundays lengthy convo, I was as expected a little down on Monday, but this cleared on Tuesday (earlier than I thought) and was in a very positive frame of mind the rest of the week, people around me noticed this also. The convo really did clear things for me.
I still think of W a lot, but no longer have the feeling in my stomach, esp this weekend when wife is on a hen weekend with loads of girlfriends (not the usual one though!). So, a lot less wondering and worrying,
Though TBH
I do think from time to time what she is up to at this hen weekend at a holiday camp, but manage to get rid of that by telling myself I cannot control or influence it, so nothing I can do about it, so stop, and don’t worry about it, which actually works!! Detaching I have felt this week has taken a big step forward, (hope that makes sense LOL)
W will be collecting the kids on Fri after work, and I will be back late so will not see her, so the next time will be the following Sunday, and will then be 3 weeks since I have seen W. The works well for me as I want this to assist with detaching further and further.
Me - 37 W - 38 D - 14 S - 12 Together - 16 Married - 12 Bomb - April 13, 2011 W moved out - May 13, 2011
The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more
