I will Survive.

[Shelby]

I have not been on or wrote in a while.
Today my husband. Wait why do I still call that ? We are not legally divorced yet, but he has been gone for a year has been living with his girlfriend and they recently bought a home together and they are moving In to it THIS weekend.

We he left he left mostly everything of his here. He just took some clothes. Today he is coming with a truck to get his dresser, some old furniture and some other things of his. Today will be a hard day for me. Today it seems final. Like this is it. He really is moving on.

Yesterday I started moving some of the stuff outside. It gave me a feeling of having some power back. I guess because it's me saying here take it. Instead of me keeping it in boxes in our/my bedroom.

As much as I want to see this as another new start today. I know today will be hard. Because it just seems so final.

He keeps his new life such a secret. He just told me last week that the girlfriend has a daughter, college aged. She has her own room at his new place. And they will have a guest room where our daughters can stay if/when they want to come. Up until this point for the last year. If he wants the girls for the weekend,( which is usually only one night. ) he would always take them to his
parents house. My daughters haven't met the girlfriend yet but I guess this is something else I am going to have to accept real soon and deal with.

Ughh !!! I just want this roller coaster ride to be over already.
Thanks for listening to me vent. Hope this day goes smooth.