Thundarr, thanks for the supportive comments.

It hasn't been easy. I have to say that it has to be supernatural involvement that has carried me through this. I can't explain it any other way. Even my personality is such that I wouldn't be the sort to "wait" for anyone, especially someone who was disloyal and unfaithful.

In my heart, deep in my being, I feel as I am supposed to wait on God for something. I cannot explain why I feel this.

I am sorry you are going through this too. What has helped me with emotional stress is to keep busy with work, my kids, helping others through the church and hobbies. I learned to ride a motorcycle through all of this.

For maintaining physical well-being, going to the gym, running and I noticed that reading the bible keeps me motivated, believe it or not.

Thundarr, thank you for your prayers. I will do the same for you and your situation.

Mmf