He is surprisingly well. He took it sort of .. it's like it didn't make a dent. We'll see how the next week plays out, of course.

He asked to go see H's new house - so they did that, he liked it. He was seriously not at all sad when it was time for H to leave - he had to be reminded to give him a hug.

This morning we arranged for H to pick him up at 10am, so he asked if he could wait to eat breakfast and eat it with dad, which I said was fine.

But there was no crying, nothing. He slept in the bed with me last night, but he always looks for excuses to do that, so it doesn't mean a lot.

I asked him a couple times if he was having feelings he wanted to talk about - he said, "No, hon, I'm fine. Can I have a healthy brownie?"

So, I don't know. We'll see how the week goes.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11