Well, while cleaning the house today I kept replaying in my mind what she said yesterday "If only I could have bought an end-table." In my naivete and foolish excitement about her seeming moment of lucidity I didn't realize that what she did was place the blame for what's happening exclusively on me. I don't even know if she did it on purpose or not, but she was very smooth about it and slid it right past me.
In some kind of sick, twisted way I'm actually enjoying the things I've learned the past two months. I swear I think I'm the one who's gone crazy. Maybe grad school brought on some kind of nervous breakdown and I'm living in some kind of fantasy world where the people closest to you all of a sudden turn evil and you start reaching out to and bonding with complete strangers on websites you didn't even know existed. Now all I need is a spaceship landing in my back yard full of little green men. That are Bigfoot walking across my back yard.
I swear I don't think I would bat an eye at seeing either of those at this point in time. Someone should make a movie about this.
M 39 W 41 Married 18 years Together 21 D18 D10 S6 D filed May 16, 2011 Bomb Dropped May 18, 2011 D in process