I'm sorry your hurting this morning. When my H first left I had a very hard time being here alone. I would stay out as late as I could when my kids were with their Dad. I'd visit friends, hang out at the library, etc. I will get easier with time.
Time.
I really hate that word right about now.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤